“The more we see each other, the more we love what we see.”
At the 2013 New Yorker Festival, I had the existential thrill of meeting the magnificent and humbling Edith Windsor — beloved patron saint of modern love, who invested years of legal battle and decades of personal struggle in making marriage equality a constitutional reality for all of us, and subject of the soul-stirring 2010 documentary Edie & Thea: A Very Long Engagement. During her conversation with the New Yorker’s Ariel Levy — whose beautiful profile of Windsor remains a masterpiece of magazine journalism, an absolute must-read, and a lamentable case of paywalls robbing culture of culture — 84-year-old Edie spoke with remarkable wit, wisdom, and bravery about her journey and her monumental win for universal love as she was losing the love of her life. Thea Spyer, her spouse of 42 years, who died in 2009 and her death imposed an outrageous estate tax of $363,053 on Edie, which precipitated the landmark United States v. Windsor case that resulted in overturning DOMA.
Here are some of the most memorable highlights from the talk.
On being gay and in love in the 1950s:
It looked impossible.
On the elegant humanity of how acceptance happens:
The more we see each other, the more we love what we see.
On reconciling rejection from family and friends — something Edie knows a grim lot about, given her own homophobic sister didn’t speak to her for thirty years:
You just have to live your life, and the people who can’t catch up, can’t catch up.
On the rewards of her pioneering role in the LGBT rights movement, despite the personal tragedy:
I can’t think of a better position to be in and I can’t think of a better life for myself to have. There’s so much love and such a sense of community.
Her relationship advice to all couples, gay, straight, and varied — a wonderful addition to history’s greatest wisdom on love:
Don’t postpone joy.
But the moving moment, for me, came when I got a chance to ask Edie a question about love and mortality. Her answer, simple and honest and immutably human, was pure goosebumps:
Q: My partner is older than I am, so the prospect of mortality, of eventual and inevitable grief, always haunts the back of my mind. How do you keep love alive after death?
A: I sometimes wish I knew how not to.
Thank you, Edie, for everything.
Try not to tear up at this trailer for Edie & Thea: A Very Long Engagement: